You know when friendships end because you grow apart and not because of a fight. It doesn’t mean it hurts any less though. I kind off had a hunch but I got it confirmed a few days ago.
It hurted a long time, feeling left out and forgotten. But after a few times of soul searching I realized that people grow apart, and you might not be what you once were or what you need anymore.
I’ve cried alot thinking I’ve not been enough or believing that I’m not desired. And that might have been the case but I just don’t feel anything anymore. It’s just that all the feelings; sadness, anger, devestation went out the window and became nothingness. I can’t change if former friends doesn’t have that place for me anymore and they can’t change if I don’t have that place for them anymore. It’s how life works and sometimes life hurts like hell.
The easiest way is to move on but not as easy as it sounds. You have to realize that as life change so do you and the people around you and it’s natural. It will hurt but it wont hurt forever. Let’s move on to bigger and better things, things that will bring you to your happiness.
All my love,